cloroxlove is blind.clorox
but only in one eye.
it just happens that...
i was looking at the sky...
thats why i never saw myself...
die.
smoke of my soulI take one final drag of my cigarettesmoke of my soul
Then the epiphany hit me like a car going 136 mph On the interstate.
But in stead off dropping dead at that moment I coughed pathetically falling almost in slow motion to the ground.
Hands shaking. Palms sweating Body rattling All worse then my first kiss.
I asked myself over and over again what happened
I felt like my heart just said fuck you and stop pumping Then here it comes you know what’s next...
Heart break…
At least that’s what I thought… The smoke blew out of me l
mesuccess?Success?success?
My heart beats slow for yes. Black soul inside of me. Anything will be done to exceed… You
I need it, I’m in wanting of it. It is needed to increase my pride, joy, glory. To decrease your pleasure of hovering over me with your fake smile and “loveing” eyes.
Solid point tip that I hold to my heart, Run true. Through and through. I will force it in to the black hole I call a heart.
Making it impossible to be like you… Only can be better. I’ve got to be better.
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Teary eyes and fingers crossed,
touching hands, and love is lost,
In the mist, not much to see,
love is lost for eternity.
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